New household help eases the burden on my spouse and caregiver
My husband has nine extra hours a week, thanks to our new helper-friend
If you were given the gift of nine extra hours a week, what would you do?
This was the situation my husband and caregiver, Justin, and I found ourselves in last week.
In February, we met with the owner of an organization that we were referred to by the Veterans Affairs Caregiver Support Program for additional home health services. One of the crazy things about the program is that they don’t consider household chores to be a part of my hubby’s caregiving duties.
So, for the last decade, he has been responsible for all the cooking and cleaning. I can help only on a limited basis due to my myasthenia gravis and other health conditions. He does that on top of trying to open a small-group personal training gym; working his normal part-time job as a writer for another fitness professional; taking care of the dogs; grocery shopping; keeping up with home maintenance; cutting the firewood for our wood boiler … you get the idea.
It took a few weeks for the organization to find a helper in our neck of the woods, but find her they did. Her first day was last week. She will be helping us for nine hours a week with tasks like cleaning and meal preparation, and may even be able to just sit with me if I’m having a bad health day.
Nine hours a week is about 36 hours a month. Our current schedule has her working four and a half hours twice a week. With everything she accomplished on her first day, Justin was able to get a full day’s worth of work done.
Sharing the weight of MG
As the person requiring help from both my husband and now our new helper-friend, it’s hard not to feel like a burden after seeing that relief. But what is a burden?
According to the Cambridge Dictionary, a burden is a “heavy load.” When looking at it from such a simplistic angle, this disease is a burden. It is a heavy load to carry.
It is a burden on me as the patient. As a wife. As a mother. As a business owner.
So why can’t it also be true that it’s a burden for those who care for us — our medical providers, our caregivers, our friends and family?
This disease weighs us down in so many ways that burden really is the right word. One of the ways I’m able to maintain a positive outlook on life is that I accept things for what they are at face value.
Some of these things — like being a burden — are more difficult and take more time to acknowledge and accept. I’ve been acknowledging that I am a burden to my family for years. But accepting it is still difficult, especially with such a visual representation and reminder of how heavy of an unspoken burden I’ve been.
Don’t get me wrong, my husband has never told me I’m a burden. But that hasn’t stopped me from feeling and acknowledging the weight that myasthenia gravis puts on everything we do.
Seeing how a simple nine extra hours a week allows him to refocus his energy on tasks other than dishes, cooking, and cleaning has helped me move from acknowledgment to acceptance.
Accepting this help is like using mobility aids: It allows us both to prioritize where we spend our energy. For Justin, he has started running again and is less stressed and overwhelmed.
So this is me, accepting that I’m a burden and that’s OK. I am thankful for the nine hours a week my hubby has been gifted and can’t wait to see what else he’s able to accomplish with this time.
Together, we are working on accepting the help that’s available so we can focus our energy on the things that help us both live our best lives.
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Salita Lebkowsky
Shawna, thank you so much for this article. I’ve been unable to get my MG under control for the last two years and my lifestyle is strange dramatically. this is caused the lifestyle of my family to change dramatically as well as they pick up more tasks. I don’t know if it’s because I’m going on 17 years diagnosed, Or because of Covid with MG flareup. I can relate to this article so much. Thank you again.
Frank Schultz
Dear Shawna,
I really appreciate your posts and look forward to reading them. You are such a good writer in clearly conveying your thoughts, wisdom, and the issues you, and so many of us face. I am so happy to hear that you and your husband have found this help. I hope it makes both your lives better and brighter!
Much love and Light to you,
Frank