Striving for a Better Life by Safely Pushing Boundaries With Myasthenia Gravis

What do you do when after fighting for years you finally find a medical team that listens and a treatment plan that actually helps? Well, if you are anything like me, you take everything you know and safely push the boundaries as far as you can.

Back in January, I wrote about setting realistic expectations when you have myasthenia gravis. Then, in March, I talked about the tools of the trade that can help make life easier to manage. In May, I wrote about finding and pushing past that imaginary line in the sand in terms of how far I can push my body without triggering a symptom flare. I also discussed how much having a port and regular intravenous immunoglobulin (IVIG) infusions has helped me to feel better. This month, I reflected on the synthetic hormone prednisone, how it has affected my body, and what I’m doing about it.

I’m getting somewhere with all of this, I promise.

What do you do with all of that information you’ve gleaned from self-reflection, feeling better from treatments, and looking for ways to improve your well-being? Me? I put it all together and continue to strive to improve my status quo.

More good days than bad

For example, knowing that I crave more sweets on higher-dose prednisone days has led me to try calorie cycling. (I alternate prednisone doses at 30 mg one day followed by 40 mg the next day). Basically, my daily caloric goal for mild weight loss of half a pound a week is 2,045 calories, or 14,315 over a seven-day period. On higher-dose days, I consume about 2,200 calories, while on the lower-dose days, I try to stay around 1,800. The end result is a net loss over the course of a week. Stay tuned for the results of this newest test.

Receiving IVIG infusions every three weeks has steadily improved my overall fatigue levels. I am having fewer peaks and valleys with my energy and general strength. This is the first time in more than five years that I’m regularly having more good days than bad ones, as long as I remember to pace myself.

Admittedly, pacing myself is the most difficult part of this journey. When I feel good, I want to do all the things because I have what I describe as “flare fear,” which refers to avoiding things because I’m afraid that doing the thing will cause poor health or require days to recover.

Thankfully, I have a partner who is supportive of my journey to a healthier me and encourages me to push myself. So push I have. Because of all of the above, I was able to push past my usual limits established by my myasthenia gravis and aggravate another of my chronic health conditions this week. I call that a win!

How did I do that? I had an emotionally draining therapy session and needed to relieve some stress. I was sitting in the chair with tears streaming down my face because I can’t just “big ugly cry,” as it leads to literal breathlessness. So my husband suggested that we walk the driveway. I can usually walk a single loop, which is 0.2 miles.

I was feeling better after a single loop, so I told him I wanted to do another one, which we did. I was still feeling OK, so I said I wanted to keep walking but didn’t think I could do another loop. We walked the field by our house instead. Walking the field was too much, but I did get some great pictures of wildflowers. But the extra walking caused the chronic pain in my hip and back to act up. The result was that I was confined to the recliner for the rest of the day.

But you know what? By pushing my physical health boundaries, I improved my mental health in several ways. I felt better at having a healthy outlet for the pent-up emotions. I walked twice as far as I had previously, since moving to Wisconsin and beginning the treatment plan I’ve been on since January. And let’s be real, the mental win of being able to do more physical activity was huge.

I safely pushed my boundaries and ended up moving that line in the sand back a little farther. I had a couple recovery days. And I have a plan going forward for how to keep up this momentum. Those realistic expectations were adjusted. Everything is a moving target that I am constantly reevaluating and adjusting based on my most current data.

Some folks might grow frustrated with tracking all of these different things. But it motivates me to keep pushing for a better life.

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