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I always try to keep a good attitude toward my myasthenia gravis (MG). I often say it’s a bit like having a clingy best friend who follows me around, whether I’m celebrating a win or collapsing in exhaustion. But there are days when MG isn’t just a shadow in…

Carole King gave them a tune. My closet bears witness to their different requirements. Winter, spring, summer, and fall divide our years and give rhythm to our lives. But I’d like to add a fifth season, one that those of us living with chronic illness know too well.

I’m a New York City native now living in Manila, Philippines. I enjoy living here, but the infrastructure is lacking, and the streets aren’t always physically safe. Once I went on a long-distance walk and badly twisted my ankle. It took about two weeks before I could comfortably walk on…

Despite being a key figure in early American history, his story isn’t taught in most American history classes. His name was Chief Opechancanough and he played a pivotal role in the struggle between the Native Americans and English colonists. Even without his military and political accomplishments, he still deserves a…

Heat and cold are some of the most common triggers for flare-ups in people living with chronic illnesses. For me and my myasthenia gravis (MG), summer has always been the toughest season. Almost all of my breathing difficulties have happened during hot months. Over time, I realized I couldn’t…

Author and essayist Anne Lamott once wrote that “faith includes noticing the mess, the emptiness and discomfort, and letting it be there until some light returns.” In the five years since I was diagnosed with myasthenia gravis (MG), uncertainty has become a mess that calls for daily accommodation. My…

Dear myasthenia gravis (MG), This note isn’t easy for me to write, but I think it’s time we break up. I could be cliché and say it’s not you, it’s me. But let’s be real, you’re the star of the show, my dear myasthenia gravis. So it is, unfortunately…

I’ve heard that as we age, we shouldn’t focus on the loss of youth but instead on the acceptance of new chapters. Frankly, it’s hard for me to agree with that because I’m having trouble coping with aging right now. I’ll be 50 in a few days, and it’s bumming…

Last weekend, I attended a training course on a psychological model that explains how each of us has different personality types depending on the situation we’re in, with one usually being predominant. As I listened, I couldn’t help but link it to my experience with myasthenia gravis (MG). So…

Six years ago, I knew little about myasthenia gravis (MG) and nothing about COVID-19. I traveled, drove a high-end German car, and had a cleaning lady who kept things tidy. My lifestyle was definitely comfortable. However, I knew it wasn’t due to me being superior to anyone else. Like…