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Sometimes, it feels like I’m cursed with an invisible form of myasthenia gravis (MG)  whose symptoms still puzzle doctors, whose presence sometimes makes me doubt my own feelings, and whose complexity is difficult for many to grasp. Even small obstacles can feel overwhelming. No matter how hard I try…

Once upon a time, I was constantly on the go. From the moment my feet hit the ground each morning, I never stopped. Then myasthenia gravis (MG) entered my life and work became impossible, so I retired. After that, many of the activities that once filled my days vanished.

Living with myasthenia gravis (MG) means learning that some of the most powerful triggers aren’t the ones anyone warns you about. They’re not always heat, or illness, or overexertion (though those matter, too). The hidden triggers are the ones you discover only by living inside a body…

My twin brother’s eyes have begun to droop again. It happened during a period recently when I got locked out of my main social media account, and I was busy with work, so I wasn’t keeping in touch with Aaron as much as I usually do. Drooping eyes used to…

Over the years, I’ve developed an annoying habit of blaming everything on myasthenia gravis (MG). Being aware of it sometimes makes it worse, because I catch myself doing it and still feel unable to stop. It feels like I’m slowly handing control over to MG, one excuse at a…

Last week, I attended a friend’s birthday dinner. Whenever we get together, our conversations remind us why we value each other so much. We always begin with the basics, which change with each passing year. We still ask about things like families and careers, but nowadays, we’re more likely to…

Over the last 15 years, I’ve learned that having myasthenia gravis (MG) means living inside a body that rarely behaves the same way twice. In the early years of my symptoms, long before anyone put all the pieces together, I kept trying to make sense of what was…

For more than 26 years, I avoided talking about myasthenia gravis (MG) with my twin, Aaron. We’re 50 now, and Aaron was in his mid-20s when he was diagnosed, and everything changed. He went from being an intense, exercise-loving, hard-working man to living with a condition that weakens his…